You are a miracle for me, for us
I never thought I would conceive a child naturally, after 7 years of marriage
The first few months, I was so helpless, so sick of being sick
The second trimester I could feel you move inside, like a tickle
Such a tiny wave in my tummy that makes my heart filled with excitement
My little baby, to be honest I have so many worries now
That I don’t give you the best I could do as I bring you around.
That I am so busy in my own thoughts and fear.. That you might hear me cry, yell, or get so angry.
But you have to know, from deep within my heart.. I only wish for you to grow healthily, comfortably
Be a healthy, beauty baby
Let’s meet when you are ready.. I will be there to hold you, to give you all I have
I love you, so much.. Just too much, my child